“Every record has been destroyed or falsified, every book rewritten, every picture has been repainted, every statue and street building has been renamed, every date has been altered. And the process is continuing day by day and minute by minute. History has stopped. Nothing exists except an endless present in which the Party is always right.” George Orwell~
When I was probably six years old, I went to a neighbor’s house to play. It was my first time at her house. I wanted her to like me.
When she told me her favorite color was blue, I told her it was my favorite color too.
Until that moment, my favorite color had been purple. But sitting at her kitchen table a few minutes later, I made it a point to use the blue crayon.
And in order to form what I thought was a truer picture of myself, I told myself and anyone else who asked for years after that blue was the color I most preferred.
It would take a long time until I realized I needed to be my honest self. And even longer to realize I couldn’t know myself on my own.
It seems easy to find women in media today who are being true to themselves. In Disney’s Alice in Wonderland (2010), Alice and Baynard the hound have a conversation about what Alice should do next.
Alice wants to go to the castle of the Red Queen to rescue the Hatter. Baynard says, “That is not foretold.”
Alice replies, “From the moment I fell down that rabbit hole, I’ve been told what I must do and who I must be. . . . This is my dream. I’ll decide where it goes from here. . . . I make the path.”
This Alice is strong and knows her own mind. But perhaps what such movies, such a philosophy, created is a new way to push people onto a path they wouldn’t otherwise choose.
The pressure to choose a certain way remains in childhood, But it has moved far beyond favorite colors to the true essence of who we are.
Unlike the path parents of the 1950s, say, might have chosen for their daughters–marriage to a man of means and staying home to care for the children–the path much of society urges women toward today is to reject marriage.
It’s extra powerful to embrace a career previously limited to men.
And it’s even more powerful yet for a woman to become a man. Or for a man to become a woman.
There can be no constraints about what someone can decide for themselves. To propose constraint is to engage in what some define as evil. A primary form of evil. One worthy of punishment, of cancellation.
Author J.K. Rowling, no Christian apologist, recently got in trouble on Twitter. She explains:
“For people who don’t know: last December I tweeted my support for Maya Forstater, a tax specialist who’d lost her job for what were deemed ‘transphobic’ tweets. She took her case to an employment tribunal, asking the judge to rule on whether a philosophical belief that sex is determined by biology is protected in law. Judge Tayler ruled that it wasn’t.”
Rowling had been researching the issue of sexual identity for a book she was writing when she stepped into the mud puddle of support for Forstater.
But she stepped again, knowing what could, and would, follow.
“Months later, I compounded my . . . crime by following Magdalen Berns on Twitter. Magdalen was an immensely brave young feminist and lesbian who was dying of an aggressive brain tumour. . . . However, as Magdalen was a great believer in the importance of biological sex, and didn’t believe lesbians should be called bigots for not dating trans women . . . the level of social media abuse [against Rowling] increased.”
For her crimes, Rowling is to be canceled. In 1984, Orwell called the same process erasing.
When I chose the blue crayon over the purple one, I had begun the process of erasing myself. According to Rowling (and others), many of today’s young girls are erasing so much more.
“I’m concerned about the huge explosion in young women wishing to transition and also about the increasing numbers who seem to be detransitioning (returning to their original sex), because they regret taking steps that have, in some cases, altered their bodies irrevocably, and taken away their fertility. . . .
“Most people probably aren’t aware – I certainly wasn’t, until I started researching this issue properly – that ten years ago, the majority of people wanting to transition to the opposite sex were male. That ratio has now reversed. The UK has experienced a 4400% increase in girls being referred for transitioning treatment. Autistic girls are hugely overrepresented in their numbers.”
I hope you didn’t skim over that number too quickly. That was a forty-four hundred percent increase in girls wanting to become boys. Many of them are dealing with social challenges far beyond which crayon to choose.
How many of those girls opt to color their lives with a crayon they think will lead them to social acceptance? They tell themselves for years that it was the right color for them, only to realize later on, they colored their lives in a way they cannot erase.
I wish I’d had the social stamina as a child to choose the purple crayon. Choosing the blue one didn’t make that girl my friend. It did plant the seed in my heart that my choices depended on what others, no matter their level of wisdom, thought. It was the opposite of self-determination.
Society preaches–no, shouts–that self-determination and self-actualization are the be-all and end-all of human existence. They are far from that. Too many factors pull us in directions we would not choose if left to ourselves. And even when left to ourselves, can we truly trust our choices?
For our choices will always appear through the lens of faulty humanity–our own as well as that of others.
Rachel Jankovic points out that our pursuit of self-actualization has served us poorly. In You Who? Why You Matter and How to Deal with It, she makes a distinction between the Christian view of human life as sacred in its essence and the secular view that we form our own essence by what we do. Too often even Christians have bought into this second view, embracing self-actualization.
When we self-actualize, we neglect–or reject–what God has for us. In so doing, we lose ourselves. We color our lives with the wrong crayon.
Jankovic writes, “When we become more like Christ, we are becoming more truly ourselves. The most obedient you is the most truly you you (Jankovic’s emphasis). Complete submission to God is complete fulfillment.”
For God knows who we really are.
26 Replies to “Who Are We, Really?”
Nancy, you always give us things to think about. There is so much going on in the world. I pray we all will look to God for guidance.
Amen, Melissa. We need to look upward, not inward. Thanks and God bless!
Excellent points here, Nancy. God knows who we really are. We matter, and our choices matter.
And he will hold us accountable for those choices. Thank you, Jessica. God bless!
Nancy, like this analogy of choosing the blue crayon to the path we choose. Agree “our choices will always appear through the lens of faulty humanity–our own as well as that of others.”
I used to believe who I am directly related to “what I do.” But once I became a Christ-follower, discipled and mentored, and now, continuing to grow spiritually, I know in Christ, it’s about “being” instead of “doing” that defines us. The quote becoming more like Christ is truly becoming ourselves is such a powerful thought!
Rachel Jankovic wrote a powerful book. Thanks, Karen, and God bless!
This is another area that makes my heart hurt. Our understanding of ourselves can only be complete when we understand our Creator God. He determines our sex. He calls us by name. He sent His own Son to save these souls who rebel against every thing He has made and called good.
Your closing is so powerful. “When we become more like Christ, we are becoming more truly ourselves. The most obedient you is the most truly you you (Jankovic’s emphasis). Complete submission to God is complete fulfillment.”
“For God knows who we really are.”
I pray more churches and Christians will help to teach and preach this understanding. It is He who made us. We are His people, the sheep of His pasture. When we walk with our Shepherd. following His Word and His ways, we walk in the fullness of who He made us to be.
Thank you, Melissa. I love your reference to Psalm 100. It’s one of my favorite psalms. God bless!
I think one word in your post really stands out to me as the “root cause” my friend. That word is “SELF.” When we doubt ourselves and focus on what the world says we can or should be and not on what God’s word tells us we are, then we fall into that root sin of self-pride and self-determination. These are worldly values that all lead back to the original lie from Satan that we can be equals with God. My heart breaks for these young people who have made, or will make, choices like this. Because I respect their “free will”, I cannot and will not judge them (that’s for God to do). I can pray for them though and try to show them God’s love. It’s taken me a while to come to this place in my walk, but I finally realized “If not me, then who?” We must show them Christ and His love. If we don’t then they’ll likely never see it. God’s blessings for this ever-important post ma’am. Well done!
We are too soon old and too late smart–the Amish like to say. Thanks, J.D. I appreciate your comments. God bless!
Nancy, you tackled a challenging topic, but one that should not be ignored. As a parent and teacher, I’ve long recognized the need a focus on self-actualization and self-worth, but your message has given me an even broader perspective. I really appreciated your last statement: “Complete submission to God is complete fulfillment.” That’s so true and we could save ourselves a lot of heartbreak if we would recognize that.
That statement belongs to Rachel Jankovic. Very inspiring book. Thanks for reading and commenting, Katherine.
Loved your final line about complete submission & complete fulfillment.
It’s so sad that the very identity people are seeking gets lost in the choices they make.
Powerful – and painful – subject!
Thank you, Ava. Jankovic’s line is powerful. God bless!
Love this: “Jankovic writes, ‘When we become more like Christ, we are becoming more truly ourselves. The most obedient you is the most truly you you.’ Complete submission to God is complete fulfillment.” As a non-Christian, I was, well, somebody in the making. But as a Christian, I am becoming the somebody God made me to be. This is a profound truth. Well-stated, Nancy.
Thank you, Stephen. God bless!
So much to think about in this article and so many challenges. I am concerned especially as my grandkids are born into this mess and will grow up with it as a norm. I pray for the strength to stand against this tide. Thanks Nancy.
Amen, Yvonne. What a great prayer. May all our kids and all theirs and theirs follow Christ. Thanks and God bless!
Nancy, this truth you shared is so important: “For our choices will always appear through the lens of faulty humanity–our own as well as that of others.” That truth highlights the importance of trusting our choices to the One who created us and depending on Him for the outcome. What a powerful reminder. Thank you.
Thank you, Jeannie. We will always go the wrong way if we listen only to ourselves. God bless!
Very well written, Nancy! As we drift away from the Judeo-Christian foundation of our faith, we fall into pagan ways of thought, becoming mutilators of ourselves as a form of self worship, pursuing death of our own children as an offering, or as a realization of self, when we kill our own offspring, or destroy our ability to even bear children.
The Judeo-Christian foundation encourages us to embrace who God has made us to be, whether man or woman, to pursue what he has designed our bodies to do and the ways he has created our brains to think, for we are each entirely unique, each with our own preferences for purple or for blue. Every one of us is an artistic masterpiece woven by God in our mothers’ wombs.
And with an Artist of this caliber, there’s no need to tinker with the art. It cannot be improved upon.
I love this: “Every one of us is an artistic masterpiece woven by God in our mothers’ wombs.”
Thanks, Melinda. God bless!
Another thought provoking article. We are made in God’s image and what he made is very good. God is good. His standard is perfect. Finding our identity in anything or anyone else other than God demeans us. It distorts is. I think of Michael Jackson and how he distorted himself so that he looked not only completely different when he died, he looked strange. Striving to please others kills who we are. It’s one way the devil steals, kills, and destroys people.
We need to love ourselves and each other as God made us. Thanks, Marcie, for some profound input. God bless!
The last few years I’ve been on a journey of rediscovering who I am in Christ and as I grow in confidence of my identity in Christ I’m surprised to find my tastes changing. It’s so interesting! Thanks for this very interesting article.
It’s so true, Josie, that as we mature, our preferences change. Great observation. Thanks and God bless!