Practicing for Motherhood

“Mary was bigger than Laura, and she had a rag doll named Nettie. Laura had only a corncob wrapped in a handkerchief, but it was a good doll. It was named Susan. It wasn’t Susan’s fault that she was only a corncob.

“Sometimes Mary let Laura hold Nettie, but she only did it when Susan couldn’t see.” 
Laura Ingalls Wilder, Little House in the Big Woods

I remember receiving a baby doll the Christmas I was three. She was dressed all in pink and white. And she came with her own bed.

Somewhere there exists a snapshot of me, mouth agape, delighting in the magic that Santa had come and brought me the pretense of motherhood.

When I was not much older, I received the hot new toy that year–Chatty Cathy. I don’t remember wanting her because any of my friends already had her. I wanted her because I had seen her on television. I wanted her because she was the closest thing to a real baby a doll could be.

Dolls have been universal gifts for little girls. So, it came to be that my own daughter received Mary one Christmas–a gift from a special aunt–the kind of aunt who makes the gift even better–just because it came from her. Mary was well beloved. She wasn’t memorable from a marketing standpoint. She was a symbol of connection to someone we loved.

A few years later, 1983 was the year of Cabbage Patch dolls. There were long lines of mothers waiting, waiting, waiting for a shot at making their daughters’ dreams come true. I remember seeing (again, on television) the crowds standing in the dark and cold waiting for the toy of the year.

The dolls were expensive and in short supply. I had four children, ages eight and under, two boys and two girls. Child number five was on the way. To engage in the Cabbage Patch craze seemed impossible.

We waited.

My girls’ dreams came true the next year. By then there were no lines and no craziness. I gave them dresses they had worn as infants to adorn supplement the dolls’ wardrobes.

Fast forward to 2017, two wrapped dolls waited for our family’s new little ones–one of them not yet born. A grand and a great-grand, the third and fourth generations from me.

This year, four dolls wait to receive love. One for the youngest granddaughter. The other three for great-grand-sisters.

What dolls did my mother hold?

And her mother?

Life’s highest calling is to speak love into a child’s life. We begin to practice the love of mothering while we are still small. 

Others loved us when we could not love them in return.

A child with a doll loves something that cannot love her back.

Our times at play shape us.

A doll is a plaything, but so much more.

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12 Replies to “Practicing for Motherhood”

  1. Love this message! As I watch our 3 years old granddaughter show love to her baby dolls, I am thankful she knows how to give love. Our family is filled with love and compassion and the way Eden shows love to her babydolls is truly special. 🙂

  2. Such a beautiful picture of how girls become women who are prepared to carry out their God-given privilege of nurturing the next generation! God bless you, Nancy, for a simple, yet profound, message.

  3. Wow, Nancy, this is so simple, pure, and profound!
    I never paused to consider how far-reaching is the act of childhood play and love for dolls. I do notice how the role of mother is being denigrated and demeaned more with each passing year. Thank you for pointing out this childlike joy and how we can commend that in our children as we give the gift of a doll. Learning the nurturing love of a mother, that gives love even when we don’t receive it back. Merry Christmas and God’s sweetest blessings to you and your lovely family!

  4. I love this! I remember my daughter showing love to her baby doll, encouraging the doll to be patient and telling her she was loved. So sweet! I also remember my son with a little stuffed baby bear he carted around and protected like a daddy would. So precious.

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