“It’s the waiting, the not knowing, that’s driving me crazy.”
“The waiting is the cross,” [Mother] answered.” Colleen Carroll Campbell from My Sisters the Saints: A Spiritual Memoir~
Sometimes it feels like we’ve been waiting for something all our lives. I remember as a teen waiting for my father to pick me up from school and wondering how many hours I’d spent waiting for him in my life. But he always came. I always knew he would, and he did.
Having to wait through the unknown is its own cross–sometimes the heaviest. The test or surgery results, the diagnosis. We dwell on the outcome. The thing that will
Colleen Carroll Campbell waited for God to send her a child. She endured the agony of the wait, medical treatments and the monthly realization of yet another failure to conceive.
What weighed most heavily on her was not knowing whether she would ever be a mother.
She and her husband asked God
He didn’t send them a baby. He sent them two.
But they had to wait. And in the time of waiting, they grew closer to God and closer to each other.
God says, rest. Wait. Trust me.
We sense we are standing still in that time. But we are not. And God is not still either. He works through our times of waiting. He works in us.
Rest. Wait. Trust. And watch for the outcome.
It will be worth the wait.
Wait for the Lord; Be strong and let your heart take courage; Yes, wait for the Lord. Psalm 27:14 NASB~
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